Distracted
We all know how easily I can be distracted and I have been so for a month. Squirrel. Lol. But no, really. And omg how huge this day is???!!! I can honestly see that I am growing.
I won’t fool you and say the decision was mine because it wasn’t but what I can say is, I felt the sadness of it, and let it go. No obsessing, no fighting it, no harassing, no embarrassment, no shame, no regret…just acceptance. Wow!! Fuck’n WOW!!!
Wow. It’s a beautiful thing. To be able to speak on the things you feel in the moment but to also let go of those things because they are now in the past…even if it was an hour ago, it’s gone. The sadness I feel is because I have to leave the broken behind to save myself. But I will never truly let go of those whom I wish to rescue from themselves and so I’ll improve myself in hopes of them seeing the potential presence has. The peace it offers. The pain it relieves. The love it has.
The pure essence of it is at its core is an amazing concept and one I find my soul grasping onto for its own survival. A warrior I am and a slave I have been but I’ve felt the release acceptance brings and I refuse to let that go. That belongs to me – within me. Embedded in my soul. It is my soul.
It is for everyone, not only me and if you embrace it, you will see. You too are worthy. Set yourself free and just BE.
If you are reading this know that you are witnessing its power. I am changing. It is changing me. I am allowing it and fuck is it scary but so fuck’n worth it!!!
(6.23.19)
* If you are reading this, thank you, Chris. Your respect and faith in me has given me strength. *
Revenge of Eve 
Love this attitude! Take your power lady. 💖
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Thanks, Amy. I am trying to do the damn thang. I hope all is well with you and those little ladies this summer break. 💕
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I’m so glad. Just keep going with this upbeat optimism.
We’re good, thanks 😀Summer is so longgggg. But I do daycare with 10 others plus mine. I’m over it already lol. My oldest starts traveling soccer again soon so it’s gonna get more crazy as you know.
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One.more.year. lol..Thats what plays on repeat for everything for me. 😂😂
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Good for you, Candace!
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Aww..thanks, Barb. Not sure how much credit I can give myself but I am at least seeing my patterns objectively – that’s growth.
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Candace, I am so happy you’re experiencing all this release and empowerment. Good for you!!! 💗
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Never would’ve been possible without people who truly care about me in my life.
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Well, you most certainly have a lot of people that do in fact really care about you! Especially me! xoxox
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💕💕💕💕
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wow! Go you! Well done! It definitely is so worth it! ❤
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It is. It is.
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