Maybe me being an addict wouldn’t be such a surprise to others if, say…

I…

Was visibly missing teeth.

Or…say…

If I walked -instead of driving a luxury sedan.

Or…hmmm.

Wasn’t white.

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Does judgment feel the same to everyone?

Do different forms of judgment

Feel…different?

How would we even compare?

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Let’s say… I am your daughter.

Drunk or not,

would you ask her

if she wanted to see…

your cock?

Because…

I. am…

someone’s daughter.

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Do you ever wonder if…

the beggar on the street is a test?

They say Jesus walked among man,

right?

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Are you the same in the daytime…

as you are at night?

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Does your mind take flight?

….doing its job

of

protecting you from pain.

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What is it exactly we stand to gain?

Or are we only here to sustain?

Failing, we do quite the opposite

And…

maintain.

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An infinity for questions with no answers plaques the most curious of minds.

…But is it really answers

we seek?

For myself

I only want a peek.

The vast unknown is too much

for this feeble

and

unstable

brain.

That is what I have been given…

Labeling me…

not so…

sane.

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